Hello, Domo...seems like nobody interested in my brother's birthday huh? It's okay. I think there are a decreasing number of this blog viewer also. But never mind. If even there is nobody want to read my blog, I still posting something here. I have read a book that have a 'one panel' cartoon. It says to someone (I think an author) to write something that people want to read, not to write what they know(not sure whether it a cynical joke or what). However, I can't really do that, I write what I know only. In this post actually if still there is nobody want to read it, it's fine with me. This post is just to easing my stress since I don't like to talk to anybody, so I just express it here. As usual, if you interested to read this colorful story, click read more.
"Oh man...I did it again..." What did I do? "I waste my money again." On? "On book..." What do you mean by that? "I always spending my money on book, but not reading it. I have plenty of my book that I've still not finish it yet. Now I bought 'Law of attraction'(Malay version). It cost me RM27 you know?" You know...reading is a good hobby... "I know that also...but not finishing it making it a waste." I hate myself sometimes.
"Why...oh why..." What's wrong? "Why am I a weird person?" What do you mean by that? Everybody is different. "They different, I'm weird." Still need an explanation. "Every time people laughing, I would imitate it and exaggerate it, such as a chimpanzee sound, a turkey sound and sometime chicken sound. You know, it is a reflex reaction. And they don't like it. Sometime, I do that without my conscious." You are good at imitating animal sound? "I know some but not many..." I hate myself sometimes.
"V6 here...V6 there...V6, V6, V6..." Now what? "I hate that I love V6." ??? Nice words though. "I hate it because there is nobody beside me that I can share with my interest. Even to my family. Sabishii na...(It's lonely...). When I try to talk about V6, Every people went away, sometime told me to stop." You got a point there... "I also hate Dota as they hate to hear about V6. It's not their fault actually. Dota fan are everywhere in this world. Since my school, matric and now university there are no place that don't have a Dota fan. They can meet and talk about it everywhere." I hate myself sometimes.
Now you know I'm a weirdo. Please think twice before meet me. (I think). However, even I think I hate myself, I still appreciate what God gave me. My voice, my all that I've got. I still don't even thinking to commit suicide.(Duh)
"Oh man...I did it again..." What did I do? "I waste my money again." On? "On book..." What do you mean by that? "I always spending my money on book, but not reading it. I have plenty of my book that I've still not finish it yet. Now I bought 'Law of attraction'(Malay version). It cost me RM27 you know?" You know...reading is a good hobby... "I know that also...but not finishing it making it a waste." I hate myself sometimes.
"Why...oh why..." What's wrong? "Why am I a weird person?" What do you mean by that? Everybody is different. "They different, I'm weird." Still need an explanation. "Every time people laughing, I would imitate it and exaggerate it, such as a chimpanzee sound, a turkey sound and sometime chicken sound. You know, it is a reflex reaction. And they don't like it. Sometime, I do that without my conscious." You are good at imitating animal sound? "I know some but not many..." I hate myself sometimes.
"V6 here...V6 there...V6, V6, V6..." Now what? "I hate that I love V6." ??? Nice words though. "I hate it because there is nobody beside me that I can share with my interest. Even to my family. Sabishii na...(It's lonely...). When I try to talk about V6, Every people went away, sometime told me to stop." You got a point there... "I also hate Dota as they hate to hear about V6. It's not their fault actually. Dota fan are everywhere in this world. Since my school, matric and now university there are no place that don't have a Dota fan. They can meet and talk about it everywhere." I hate myself sometimes.
Now you know I'm a weirdo. Please think twice before meet me. (I think). However, even I think I hate myself, I still appreciate what God gave me. My voice, my all that I've got. I still don't even thinking to commit suicide.(Duh)
bleh ar aku tlg baca buku tu...
ReplyDeleteBiarla ape org kate...
ReplyDeleteape yg penting....
kejesame...
ala peduli je ape org nk kt, diaorg 2 dengki je 2 sbnrnya(wah ni thp bt api ni...hahaha).utk pengetahuan ko aku pn sm cm ko, xmint sesen hrm pn kt dota 2,aku pn xtau pe bnda yg diaorg asyik sgt dgn game 2(game ke???nth aku pn xtau...hehehe...).ko brhbs duit bli bk tp xhbs bc xpe dpd aku bli cd cite yg hrga smpai rm 100 lbih tp tgk skali je(nk wt cmne aku ske,lyn sdh...hehehe).psl cr gelak ko 2,ko cntrl2 la mn yg ptt tp dh xbleh cntrl, let it be je la(bleh mt krs ke diaorg dgr glk ko,i don't think so...hehehe...).psl v6 2,i2 hak ko nk ske group 2 ke x,aku pn sm cm ko bal,klu cite psl AF smua yg aku minat cm dafi n aril yg 2 la diaorg xske smpai kutuk2 lg dpn aku plk 2 tp yg pnting aku cm mnt biasa xla smpai "mengagung2kn" diaorg,aku rs ko pn msti fkr sm cm2 kn(mgkn kot.hehehe...). ala psl v6 2 klu ko xde sape2 nk kongsi cite psl v6 ko cite je la kt aku sbb aku pn dh ad la ckit2 mnt dgr lg dr jepun lps aku tgk hana yori dango n hana kimi...ape yg pnting skrg kerjasame....hehehe,bkn 2 la...yg pnting ko knl diri ko sape n di mn ko brada....jd berusahalah sehingga pnck seri gemilang....gambate(btul ke ejaan aku ni...hntm sdh....hehehe....)
ReplyDeleteBiar aku buat penjelasan yang lebih difaham... sebenanya, bukannya ada sesiapa buat salah, cume, kalau aku crite, org x pham, buat ape? bukan salah die klu die x paham. Aku bukan anti Dota ke ape ke, same gak mcm kes aku, aku hanya x mnat nak dgr sbb aku x paham. Bukan aku anti pon...tu maksudnya. Maksudnya aku x de pape masalah pon dgn org lain. aku just x minat je. Sama la jgak cam kes aku, org2 yg aku knal, x de sesiape pn yg mnat V6, so, ape aku nak ckap, snyap je la...post ni bkn nk condemn sesiape... perbezaan je yg menyebabkan aku rasa lonely...
ReplyDeleteoh g2 ke, maaf la mgkn over sgt kot komen aku....hehehe....ala biasa la 2, aku pn kdg2 rs cm ko jg,kdg2 lonely jg...hehehe...tp yg dota 2,mmg trus trg aku xtau pe bnda 2.....so aku ni kiranya slh fhm ckit la ni...ya ampun,skali lg maaf ye psl komen aku yg terover ckit...
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